Ponderings and Musings

I have such a horrible decision to make and no way to make it. I need to finish my degree and have shoveled way too much money into the public school systems to stop now. Although my advisor is MIA and has been for sometime. He will never contact me, but then when I do not contact him he holds me responsible. He allegedly makes comments about me to other people where he complains about the fact that I’ve not graduated yet after 5 ½ years. Of course, if I had it my way I would’ve changed my major two years ago. Now I am shit out of luck and have no idea how to get out of the hole I find myself standing in. Do I change my major and take the last two classes that aren’t offered at an opportune time? Or do I keep pouring my financial aid funds into the university without actually taking any classes? Or do I just stop? I don’t know anymore what the degree will get me except that title in my name. I cannot get more money, and I am less concerned about titles now than ever before. I am secure in my job and my life and my family. This pursuit is less interesting than ever. Damnit.